help me !!!!!!

i'm very confused right now !! idk wht to do ! this is all my fault !! if i didnt accept the stupid invitation , today would never happen ! huh , help me ??!!! idk wht to do ! i'm cluelss now ! wether i'm back to ahmad or stay in intek . it was very hard decision to do . if i'm stay in ahmad , i would be so embarrass to my friends anf i'm very sorrry to mama , she had spent so much money to intek but if i'm stay , i would feel very embarrass too cause my result would be very stupid !!!!!!!!!! and i would miss my mama ! wht should do . should i stayy or move to ahmad ?? help me !! T_T